Every time I get a new notif or a new follow i loose my aboslute MIND like

SOMEONE ON THIS SITE LIKES MY DEAD, COLD ACCOUNT ON NEW GROUNDS??

I literally had to take a double take when i got a 3rd follow

don't give me too much activity or I might collapse lol

Honestly feels so weird opening commissions as an unmotivated mentally ill kid, cuss I'm constantly busy or unmotivated or too tired to finish my work, and I'm worried that both my busy personal life and issues that stop me from finishing work will interfere with my ability to fulfill commissions, I'm also just worried no one will want to comm me, and that I opened commissions to nobody